That's what I was figuring. I've noticed my temper, usually fairly mild, getting harsher. I growl at people more, I cuss more, I flip out often. It worries me, because, while I've always resented being the one my friends always think of as the "white lighter", I don't want to lose that either. I'm not sure I'm in much of a way to do full workings or divination just now, what with being sick and on new meds. I probably shouldn't have started meditating, but I felt the call.